I’ve made it through the surgery. The procedure itself went smoothly, the post op care was a mess but I’m happily home now and ensconced on my own couch with books and films, dreaming of the next steps, the days on the beach with my daughter, moments of closeness with friends, projects and opportunities waiting for me.
I’ve got the books Frida Kahlo at Home by Suzanne Barbezat which is gorgeous and embeds her artwork in the context of her life and philosophy, and Her Husband- Hughes and Plath: A Marriage by Diane Middlebrook which is surprising, dark, and clever. Poppy is still destructive to physical books so these days my library is mainly on my phone. Reading physical books is a kind of luxury.
The garden is in full bloom. My people are alive and well, I am alive and healing. The world is beautiful.