Cool street art I walked past the other day.
I left home at 8:30m
I got back 12 hours later following a full day of college, and a wonderful dinner with the lovely people at Community Health Onkaparinga down south. I am very tired, and, in the words of my mother “high as a kite”. She’s not wrong. My brain is going a mile a minute. I have frantically written notes, literally cramping my hand trying to keep up. I am in a state just before mania – exuberant, brilliant, full of passion and the ideas are flowing thick and fast. It’s not mania yet because I’m still coherent and cogent, the ideas make sense to other people, and I am able to finish what I’m starting. But it’s intense. I did a whole day on 3 hours sleep the other day and no one could tell. I have endo and adeno kicking my butt and no one can tell that either. I am talking a mile a minute and in such a state of nervous system arousal that I’ve got insomnia and restless legs going on. I have made major breakthroughs in all of my work – college, the upcoming talk on psychosis, the networks, the book, the next few books.
It’s wild. Being an artist is like this – cycles of output and energy and quite times of rest and reflection. This is pretty full on but I’m still this side of an issue. Going to have a pj day tomorrow following a face painting gig, and take the whole weekend as gently as possible, especially considering we have mother’s day here in Aus on Sunday.
Taking care.
Blimey.
You sounded high in this post. I could tell you were manic by how it was written. It just was there. I hope you enjoyed your restful weekend. XX
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Ha ha, yes I definitely was! I did, thankyou 🙂
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hi Sarah,
you seem amazingly able to remain balanced and manage moods – at an age where I mostly survuved by denial – you are probably aware of this stuff below – though I include it in case someone reads this who may benefit from it:
http://www.cci.health.wa.gov.au/resources/infopax.cfm?Info_ID=38
Best wishes, warmly –
Barbara
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The most useful resource I ever came across about ‘high’ moods by far has been Exuberance by Kay Redfield Jamison 😀 Just brilliant!
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