Some days I give hope and some days I gratefully receive it.
Rose and I are having a tough time. Flashbacks, panic attacks and terrible depression are our normal right now. We spent an hour on the couch today weeping over Tamlorn’s ashes.
Kindness and care from our loved ones helps. When I can’t feel hope any more, they hold it for me.
Even on the days when it feels like we have so little to give each other, we are kind at least. It’s not everything, but it’s not nothing. Even on a day as black as today, we have small victories to celebrate.